My Only Solace !!!

Everyday I plan to be honest with You My Lord! Every morning I get up with the thought of living my day the way You want me to live. I seek Your nearness in whatever I am doing; the thought of me getting You is very soul satisfying.

But my thought remains my thought. My will remains my will. The straight path which You have propagated and wants me to travel is difficult to find. Sometimes its visibility is crystal clear through my eyes but most of the times I tend to lose the sight. The worldly lust blurs my vision; it hypnotizes me; it lures me and I am off the track from the straight path then.

I am filled with lots of guilt. I am filled with lots of remorse. But somewhere within me.... there is an inner voice..... may be its Yours My Lord! which tells me to have the faith in Your ability to forgive; in Your limitless kindness. And this inner voice is my only solace; which keeps me spirited and fulfilled. O My Lord The OMNIPOTENT; The OMNIPRESENT.

My Confession...!!!

My Lord! though I have full faith in You. Though I love You too much. Let me confess that at times it is difficult for a weak individual like me to meet Your expectations.

I recite Your Holy verses on a daily basis. And I pray to You to grant me enough will power and enhance my faith in Your limitless capabilities that I may follow these recitations till I reach You up there. In this Holy book of Yours, You have guided me to live life the way You want, I have tried hard and FAILED.

I promise You one thing, that my faith in You shall grow with time and by Your limitless grace I shall remain faithful to You. You too promise me that You will ignore my sins and vices and soothe me with Your divine remembrance and purify my soul. I need Your help to overcome my weaknesses and temptations, so for the sake of Your Holy Prophet and his holy progeny help me O My Lord THE OMNIPOTENT; THE OMNIPRESENT.

My Blog

With the idea of sharing my experience and thoughts I started writing this blog. Initially lots of stuff was taken from somewhere, which I liked and which was inspirational, slowly I shifted the gear and started contributing myself. Now, I feel that the blog has taken a slow transition. It is more of my interaction with the Great Almighty!

And yes I enjoy these interactions. They soothe me. They purify me. While reading Your Holy verses, I found You communicating with me. This was very spiritual and I started connecting with You My God. Getting inspired from that I have started these communications with You. I hope to continue this till my last breath, so that when I am standing in front of You, You will acknowledge that I am that servant of Yours, who connected with You continuously. Listen to all my prayers which I pray; which I dont; which I write; which I dont; which I think and even which I dont think. For the sake of Your Holy Prophet and his Holy progeny O My Lord The OMNIPOTENT; The OMNIPRESENT.

My Fear!

My heart is filled with sorrow on the thought of loosing You My Lord! This makes me uneasy and weak on my knees that You may not be happy with me. For I am a sinful servant of Yours. I had set my eyes on the goal of reaching You; I had started my journey with the aim of finding You; but in the due course I have realised that to reach You; to find You is an impossible task unless it is Your Will.

You are found by people whom You wish; You are reached by people whom You wish. How I wish and pray that You make me find You. Please bear with my limitless sins. Forgive my reckless life. Own me and love me for the sake of Your holy Prophet and his holy progeny; O My Lord The OMNIPOTENT; The OMNIPRESENT.

My Almighty

As a child I was fortunate to be mentored by the most respected members of my family. I was spiritually inclined towards them and tried to learn a lot from them. Yes, it is not easy to be like someone whom you idolise and I dare not ever think of doing it.

I was taught to follow the teaching of God's chosen ones and be honest and faith full to them. I religiously followed what was told and I found a rich wealth of spiritualism in the process. The holy words by THEM became my guide to a new and a better life. I don't claim that I am saint, I am a pukka gunehgaar but I have this satisfaction that I found the true way. I found the path to the success so early, for which normally a human being spends his entire life. I am still involved in sins and I always repent and seek forgiveness from the Divine Almighty; I ask Him to forgive me for the sake of His Chosen ones.

Obeying my elders I found the true path to love the God's chosen ones and while doing it I found my Lord; The OMNIPOTENT; The OMNIPRESENT.

My Investments

At this stage of life, I have started investing heavily. I know that these investments are bound to reap me with rich dividends in the years to come:

• I take a brisk walk early in the morning, this exercise is my daily investment for an active and energetic body.
  

• I take keen interest in my business and keep on trying new things to make it more successful. This I believe is my investment for a working and sharp mind.

• I kneel down before HIS greatness to sought HIS divine help every morning. This is my investment for a healthy and spirited soul.
  

I have already started feeling the difference; I also feel this is just a beginning and I will conquer every hurdle by keep on investing in these profitable investment options.

I want to follow this routine till the last breath. I pray hard to HIM to grant me enough strength and will to follow this investment regime regularly.

My Morning Prayers!

I start my day by kneeling down before Your greatness O My Lord. I submit myself to You and pray that may You always be by my side during the day. During the day I feel your limitless presence, which inspires me to do things which can be done only with Your divine help, these things give me immense mental peace and satisfaction.

But I am a small human being, who is prone to get tempted. My devil within pulls me away from You and make me do things I don't want to. I pray to You my Lord to grant me enough strength to fight my temptations, to kick out the devil within and be with You always. I request You O My Lord to remove these unholy moments from my day and fill it with Your soothing remembrance. Answer my prayers for the sake of Your Holy Prophet and his Holy progeny and include me among Your chosen servants. O My Lord! The OMNIPOTENT; The OMNIPRESENT.